A koha entry show aiming to open an important dialogue about suicide and depression will come to Warkworth this Friday.Shot Bro is a one-man performance by acclaimed actor and playwright Rob Mokaraka whose undiagnosed depression resulted in a “massive mental and spiritual breakdown” in 2009.Mokaraka first performed the show in 2016 following a seven-year journey of healing after a suicide attempt in which he approached police with a meat cleaver outside his Auckland home. He was shot by police in the chest at close range as a result. Despite his efforts at the time, Mokaraka survived and Shot Bro has become his “fulltime passion”.Shot Bro has been described as a powerful, raw, and authentic show that shares the effects of depression.Mokaraka described it as a “funny, dark, real, and educational” performance which has helped him to understand what he was experiencing at the time of his suicide attempt. He hopes that Shot Bro would help others to process their own experience with depression.“The moment they’re listened to without judgement is the moment they start to heal,” Mokaraka said. “We are collectively holding that space. It takes a village to heal a village.”The show has been crafted strategically and with care to ensure the audience were supported while processing the heavy content.“When you talk about depression, it’s so serious,” Mokaraka said. “That’s why it’s padded on either side with humour or light.“People are being confronted because it isn’t just cerebral, it’s emotional. It’s easy to hide behind your mind. I’m like your steward on the flight, but I don’t bring you drinks.”As part of this care and as a ‘grounding process’, the 70-minute performance is to be followed by a 20-minute audience discussion and light refreshments. “The forum itself is the most healing part of the show.”For Mokaraka, change did not come overnight, but subsequent media coverage, medical procedures, and a court case eventually forced him to face his trauma.One of the unanticipated outcomes of the incident was the amount of support offered by strangers.“It made me feel like I wasn’t a freak,” Mokaraka said, though he continued to question whether he deserved this kind of love for some time.“It’s just about making someone feel acknowledged, and that’s what the show is doing for me. It is humbling to listen to people’s stories and how they’re trying to navigate them.”When asked whether Shot Bro had changed his life, Mokaraka replied it had done much more than that. “Creating Shot Bro has saved my life,” he said.Audience feedback indicated it was not just his life the show had saved either: “I’ve gotten people coming up to saying thank you for saving my life.”New Zealand has one of the highest suicide rates in the world, and people of any age, ethnicity, or social standing could be affected.His advice to those who may be hurting was to practise being kind to themselves, an act which was harder than it sounded. “I love you bro, I love you sis. You’re not alone. You’re allowed as much help as you need,” Mokaraka said. “Basically, please don’t take your life.”Shot Bro - Confessions of a Depressed Bullet will be on at the Warkworth Town Hall, this Friday, April 9th, at 6:30 p.m.If you are struggling and need help, these free phones are operated by trained counsellors who can help you talk through problems and identify ways of coping.Lifeline: 0800 543 354 [Available 24/7]Youthline: 0800 376 633Need To Talk? Free Call Or Text 1737 [Available 24/7]Kidsline: 0800 543 754 [Available 24/7]Whatsup: 0800 942 8787 [1pm to 11pm]Depression Helpline: 0800 111 757 [Available 24/7]Samaritans: 0800 726 666